I run,
I cry,
I fear,
I Fall.
Everyday, I run,
Not from you,
Not even from them,
No I run to escape,
Run to escape myself.
Every night, I cry,
Cry myself to sleep,
Not because of your,
Or even cause of them,
But simply because, I want,
I want this pain to stop.
Every second, I fear,
Not you, never you,
Not them, never them,
The thing I fear,
That stares back in the mirror.
Many people go through life as though they’re wandering aimlessly engrossed in an unyielding haze. What does it matter; having some dead beat job at some god forsaken place you couldn’t even stand the sight of, life never giving you anything interesting to say, no women on their knees begging you to have them every which way. Men will never be enticed by you, thinking of you as a goddess on a pedestal, when, in fact you are no more rare than a pile of dirt. Those around you never praise you, why should they you’re simply not worth it, not worth the air around to either, praise, nor insult. Deep in the back of our
Have you ever felt that you were left alone,
That no matter how much you tried,
With only the burning stench of bad cologne,
You were always left behind.
A non-stop nightmare haunts,
Day in and day out,
A voice whispering hatefully in your ear,
Day in and day out,
A cold fear leaving you breathless,
Day in and day out.
Surrounded by people,
With everything That you want,
All with smiles and Laughs,
So near to hug and yet much to far to reach.
Falling every day,
Deeper and deeper into the dark,
Crying and begging for them not to leave,
In blind rage you decide to leave them first.....
Crying and begging,
Whispers and heart s
She regarded him from under the hat brim.
His affection for a well-trained working dog.
He didn't understand them, but he knew what he liked, and he always enjoyed learning more.
Natures worst blunder, don't you think.
He who see's without perceiving, hears without understanding.
He who has ears, let him hear the voice, nothing ever gets lost.
You can observe a lot by watching.
With my habits I am probably as disconcerting as a worm, or half a worm as Bessie would say.
Good makes everything taste the extreme rejection of the veneration of images.
On the verge of historic loss, these accusations were yesterday revealed.
I run,
I cry,
I fear,
I Fall.
Everyday, I run,
Not from you,
Not even from them,
No I run to escape,
Run to escape myself.
Every night, I cry,
Cry myself to sleep,
Not because of your,
Or even cause of them,
But simply because, I want,
I want this pain to stop.
Every second, I fear,
Not you, never you,
Not them, never them,
The thing I fear,
That stares back in the mirror.
Many people go through life as though they’re wandering aimlessly engrossed in an unyielding haze. What does it matter; having some dead beat job at some god forsaken place you couldn’t even stand the sight of, life never giving you anything interesting to say, no women on their knees begging you to have them every which way. Men will never be enticed by you, thinking of you as a goddess on a pedestal, when, in fact you are no more rare than a pile of dirt. Those around you never praise you, why should they you’re simply not worth it, not worth the air around to either, praise, nor insult. Deep in the back of our
Have you ever felt that you were left alone,
That no matter how much you tried,
With only the burning stench of bad cologne,
You were always left behind.
A non-stop nightmare haunts,
Day in and day out,
A voice whispering hatefully in your ear,
Day in and day out,
A cold fear leaving you breathless,
Day in and day out.
Surrounded by people,
With everything That you want,
All with smiles and Laughs,
So near to hug and yet much to far to reach.
Falling every day,
Deeper and deeper into the dark,
Crying and begging for them not to leave,
In blind rage you decide to leave them first.....
Crying and begging,
Whispers and heart s
She regarded him from under the hat brim.
His affection for a well-trained working dog.
He didn't understand them, but he knew what he liked, and he always enjoyed learning more.
Natures worst blunder, don't you think.
He who see's without perceiving, hears without understanding.
He who has ears, let him hear the voice, nothing ever gets lost.
You can observe a lot by watching.
With my habits I am probably as disconcerting as a worm, or half a worm as Bessie would say.
Good makes everything taste the extreme rejection of the veneration of images.
On the verge of historic loss, these accusations were yesterday revealed.
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Hello everyone!!!!
I know I have been rather inactive the last little while but I need some of your advice. About two weeks ago I lost my job, nothing special I worked retail, but I seem to have been such a slump lately. I have been looking for a new job, but it seems like I am just getting no responses in anything. My brother told me to maybe catch up on Anime and manga in my free time, but now I have caught up on every Anime I watch and even finished some new ones.
My question to you guys is what should I do? I started going to the gym, but even still that only helps so much. For the last two years pretty much all I ever did was work
Just a little update to let you people know that I am alive.
I really don't have an excuse to not get on here, but her is a list of some of the things that have happened to me in the past little while
1.) I graduated so Woohoo!
2.) I got a job at Native Newyorker which is a resturant btw
3.) I got a laptop which is what I am using to type this
And that is really it, but life has been good.